Tuesday, August 18 ♥

hellohello:) here to post cause many people keep pestering me to. well, today post is gonna be a teeny weeny bit emo. here it goes...
Life, it just doesn't mean anything to me anymore.
Everything that were once so important to me, doesn't mean anything to me anymore.
Sometimes, i wonder what is becoming of my life.
It's just so messed up to the point that i wish i could end it.
I'm just so tired of all this shit.
It's just so tiring to go on.
I've been trying, trying so hard to keep myself moving.
But then i realised, what's the point?
All i get in return is just more dramas to be added on to my life.
I might seem so strong outside, but i'm dying inside.
People see me laugh, they see me smile, but no one see me crying.
I simply want to get away from everything.
I am afraid, afraid that i break down.
Cause if i do, i know that i won't be able to get up and nobody will be there to help me up.
All they will do, is to stand at one side, laughing at me.
listened to the sweet sound @ 8:20 PM